Fuck I suck!

2002-01-03 / 2:46 p.m.

I'm sitting on the couch watching Seventh Heaven. Why do I enjoy this show so much? Mike always compares it to porn. He says it gives you this creepy feeling for watching it, but you really get in to it. I must agree.

I have this problem. I can't hang out with my friends. All I want to do is stay at home. I have a few friends (believe it or not-haha) and they always get pissy when I constantly make excuses for not hanging out. So today Misty calls and asks me to hang out with her. I know i'm lame but it's my day off and I want to read Flowers in the Attic (SHUT UP! IT'S OK TO ENJOY CRAP!) so I lied to her and told her I had to work. Then she says she will probably come up to my work to see me. What the hell am I supposed to do now? Fuck!!!!!!